I think im still in love with him?

it sounds crazy because we're in 8th grade and we were in 6 when we went out but he helped me get through alot when my mother died because we were really close friends. but when we started going out it was one of those relationships where we never talked and then i ha to move to a town an hr away so we broke up. now whenever i visit its really awkward because we live in a small town in michigan so we almost always see eachother. im going to visit this weekend and i really want to work things out so what do i do/say? and what should i wear?(: its probably going to be chilly.